Once again... writing....
Ohhh how tired I'm of this life...
loosing the path, getting brought back...
Oooh How tired I'm of myself...
forgetting one day, making up my mind in the next..
Oh how tired I'm of driftting around,
tired to be rolled by the wave,
tired of finding the sence of life today
and not being able to remember it tomorrow.
Why do I forget the motor of my life so easily?
Why I don't analyse my reasons, my learnings, my words, my excuses?
why I just let this day to past without enjoying it
or even make it a day worth to be lived... why? why? why?
why a senseless day?
Why a unenjoyable journey with a flavorless end?
Oh why my Lord? Why?
Why I forget sooo easily the richness that comes from You?
Why I stray myself so easily, so sadly, so foolishly?
Oh Why? Oh Why my Lord?
How many time are going to take me back to You?
How many times Your grace will radiate shinny in to my tearfull eyes?
Oh my Lord, Oh when? Oh when?
When I am going stay still in Your presence,
sheep of Your flock, planting of the Lord?
Teach me today a new lesson of love.
Teach me to not forget from where I belong,
teach me to not forget The Master I serve,
teach me to not waste a day
without Your reasons to rejoyce in,
bring me always back to the importance of Your Heart,
to the beauty of Your thought,
to the living waters of Your mouth.
Bring me, oh Lord, oh bring me... bring me back to the waters on Your side.
Bring oh Lord. Oh just bring me back to You now.